"Very High Forget Emotions. If that isn't just a saying, then that elder of the Very High must be very close to Very High Forget Emotions. For an elite of that level, what could possibly make him so sad?"
Han Sen had never been at that level before, so he couldn't understand what that Very High elder was thinking. So, he had to test the poison himself. He had to let go of himself and experience that sad mind.
Before, he had been fighting the sad mind, so he hadn't been able to feel much of the sadness. Now, he was letting go of his body and mind. He was even letting his mind enter the sad mind. It gave Han Sen a deeper understanding.
But the cost of this understanding was very scary. In just a moment, Han Sen's mind flashed with the thought of ending his own life six times.
"If I don't succeed this time, I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself."
Han Sen thought to himself. He didn't hesitate. He let go of his body and mind and let the sad mind take over his body.
Over the course of countless years, many of the Very High had seen the mark of the Very High mind. But most of them were like Han Sen at the beginning. They chose to fight against the sad mind.
Everyone knew that sadness was dangerous. Everyone knew that the deeper one was affected by the sadness, the more likely they were to end their own lives.
Even if someone wanted to let go of themselves and learn the sad mind, they would feel their will grow weaker and weaker. When they thought about ending their own lives, they would turn around and stop trying.
The more the Very High practiced the Very High Sense, the more rational they were. There was no reason for them to see a dead end in front of them. They would try to find a way to escape.
Han Sen was different. He was a very stubborn person, and there was no way out for him. He wasn't like the Very High who practiced the Very High Sense. Even if they didn't walk down the path, they could still escape. At worst, they would suffer some damage.
Han Sen had to walk this path to the end. He had to learn the Very High elder's true mind before he died.
The more the sorrowful mind eroded him, the more he was able to learn.
Han Sen had never thought that there could be such pure sorrow in the world. It was not self-loathing, nor was it hatred for the world. It was more like a kind of pity.
When this word flashed through Han Sen's mind, even he himself was shocked. He had never thought about the sorrow of pity before, but at this moment, he truly felt it. His entire body and mind were occupied by this kind of sorrow.
"This is my last tear for all living beings!" In the endless sorrow, Han Sen seemed to hear an ethereal voice.
That voice was indescribably moving. After hearing that voice, Han Sen only felt an indescribable pain in his chest. He wished he could lie on the ground and cry out loud.
However, he had already cried so much that even his tears of blood were about to dry up. How could he still cry?
After hearing that ethereal voice in his head, Han Sen's sadness grew. It was different from the sadness he had felt before. Now, there was a sense of helplessness and loneliness in his sadness.
But in the next second, Han Sen was shocked. That was because he realized that his sadness was not coming from the mark of the Very High eye. It was coming from himself. That kind of sadness made him feel as if he had lost the most important thing in his life. It made him feel as if there was no point in continuing to live. He wanted to end his life as soon as possible.
Han Sen had a feeling that this was going to be a very scary outcome, but he couldn't control it. He felt more and more lonely and hopeless. He slowly raised his hand. He wanted to crush his own head and end his life.
The dozen Very High in front of the Ancient Wall saw Han Sen's sad mind suddenly increase. They knew something was wrong. They saw Li Keer and Exquisite looking sad, too.
"Oh, no! Han Sen has given up fighting back. The sad mind has taken over his body and mind." The Ninth Uncle's face changed.
There was no need for him to say anything. The Very High knew what was going on.
"Exquisite trusted him so much. Did he give up so quickly?" a Very High said angrily.
"He is just an outsider," someone else said with a sigh.
The Very High that practiced the Very High Sense just watched Han Sen and Exquisite quietly. They were waiting for that moment to come. The Ninth Uncle was ready. If that moment came, he would cut off the contract between Exquisite, Li Keer, and Han Sen. He was willing to damage their skills to save their lives.
Of course, not long after, something everyone expected happened. Han Sen raised his hand and slowly moved it toward his head. Everyone could tell that he was infected by the sad mind. He wanted to end his life.
Almost at the same time, Exquisite and Li Keer raised their hands. Just like Han Sen, they pressed against their foreheads. Their faces looked as if they had lost all hope in life.
The Ninth Uncle shook his head. He knew that things had reached a point where they could not be avoided. There was no point in waiting any longer. Han Sen was going to die, but Exquisite and Li Keer had to be saved.
The Very High's blood was thin. There were only a few hundred of them. They couldn't accept the loss of two of their people.
The Ninth Uncle was going to cut off the contract between Han Sen, Exquisite, and Li Keer. But just as he raised his hand, he made a sound of surprise. He looked in Han Sen's direction.
Everyone was waiting for the Ninth Uncle to save Li Keer and Exquisite. They were all looking at him. When they saw the Ninth Uncle's strange expression, they couldn't help but follow his gaze.
It didn't take long for them to realize that the Ninth Sect Granduncle was actually looking at Han Sen. Furthermore, the current Han Sen seemed to be somewhat different from before.
Han Sen had raised his hand to kill himself. His face looked as if he was ready to die. But now, Han Sen's face looked as if he was struggling. His hand stopped in midair. He didn't move forward. He looked very strange.
Exquisite and Li Keer were affected by Han Sen's emotions. Their hands stopped in midair. They didn't move. Their faces looked conflicted.
"Is he still struggling?" the Ninth Uncle mumbled to himself.
"Uncle Nine, don't hesitate. No matter how much that silkworm struggles, it cannot resist the sad mind. It is going to die. Let's break the contract between Li Keer and Little Dragon," Uncle Nine said.
"Yeah, things have come to this point. Let's end it. If Exquisite and Li Keer experience his suicide, it will leave a shadow in their hearts. It will hurt them even more."
While everyone was trying to persuade the Ninth Uncle, something strange happened to Han Sen.