fault the blame lies with the aggressors
that small black Spirit had endured
Relentless bullying living a life of
unbearable hardship its timid and
cowardly nature was a result of repeated
harm the true culprits were those who
perpetrated the violence H then let us
do it again in before guonan could react
she was thrust back to the moment she
had jumped down from the tree Once More
she faced the onslot of five small black
kittens gazing into the terrified eyes
that she had seen before being devoured
along with the gray figure crawling
toward her such an ungrateful creature
do you still wish to save it gonon
gritted her teeth yes no matter how
painful The Experience may be she
understood that if she chose not to save
it perhaps she could break this cycle
but if she did the inner demon of Black
Spirit might very well remain
unexercised with a cold laugh gonon once
again endured the torment of being
beaten to the brink of death only to be
consumed alive. three times five times
10 times 99 times Janan found herself
back beneath that tree her eyes filled
with numbness she had nearly forgotten
who she truly was was she guton or cat
nine yet in her mind a sing Obsession
persisted save the little gray cat
however this time something felt
different the anticipated beating did
not come hey Cat n call that scruffy
little creature out of the tree Hollow
we will let you both go how does that
sound meow as long as it has the courage
to come out we shall leave guton felt a
flicker of Hope at their words and
turned a glance at the tree Hollow at
that moment only a shadow of gray was
visible her somewhat Rusty mind turned
realizing that she had not yet been
beaten to the point of losing
Consciousness hence she could not see
those terrified eyes but could the timid
and frail Black Spirit truly call out
now she hesitated after enduring nearly
a 100 torments she had never once
managed to plead for help nor had she
ever waited for Black Spirit to emerge
on its own in moments of hazy
Consciousness she had even contemplated
whether black spirit being so selfish
would come out for her to no that is not
true black spirit is not selfish it has
come to save itself moreover after all
these times she understood that being
beaten by the black cats would not
silence her so quickly the true cat nine
could indeed call for help yet it had
remained silent because it knew the
condition of black spirit's body it also
recognized that black Spirit would come
out upon hearing its voice thus it did
not call the true cat nine was
desperately trying to protect black
spirit and she too wished to safeguard
Black Spirit no gonon declared
resolutely she would not call out nor
could she then I shall kill you the
enraged Roars of the black cats echoed
from all directions like a cacophony but
this time the anticipated beating did
not last long a frail little gray cat
crawled out from the tree Hollow its
body writhing struggling to drag its
seemingly paralyzed hind legs with its
forelimbs its eyes were no longer filled
with Terror and fear but rather with
Fury as if two Flames were IGN igniting
within them meow the sharp piercing Cry
of the cat reverberated Through the
Jungle with just a glance gonon
recognized that this was the Black
Spirit who had accompanied her for so
long after dying nearly a hundred times
she had finally regained Black Spirit
clearly Black Spirit had done nothing
wrong it merely let out that one
anguished cry yet the small black
kittens Rec coiled in fear scattering in
all directions black spirits deep eyes
focused intently as it struggled to
crawl toward her I am sorry that I am
sorry I should have faced this with you
I am sorry I should not have been
cowardly I am sorry is I who harmed you
I should do atone with my life after